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Tweak says, "I am the chosen OOOOOOONE!!"

Dani (placebo_effect) wrote,
@ 2010-07-17 22:21:00

Current mood:	okay
Entry tags:	lots of useless information, meme, procrastination, random

Meme... yay?
Stole this meme from giorgia and Kate. Procrastination ftw.

Last cigarette: Uhm... two weeks ago at our Abiball (something like American prom, I think). No, I don't actually smoke, I'm one of those people who ask others for a cigarette just to get to talk to them. Don't even start, I know it's kind of pathetic.

Last kiss: Yesterday, BF.

Last good cry: Uh. Twice while watching AWZ in the last two or three weeks, although that was more like sniffling and getting all teary-eyed, not downright crying.
That, while reading a book called "Liverpool Street" a couple of weeks ago.
The last cry because of a RL situation I remember was when my grandfather died three years ago. IDK, I think I'm kind of emotionally repressed or something. I can't really cry, because I'm upset about something, even though I'd like to, sometimes.

Last movie seen: At the cinema? OMG, that's been a while. I think that would have to be "Das weiße Band" (The White Ribbon), that German film that got so much international attention and won so many awards, but bored me to tears, quite frankly.

Last book read: Currently reading "Eine Jugend in Deutschland" (I was a German) by Ernst Toller, an author who was persecuted by the Nazis for being Jewish as well as a communist and took his life in exile in 1939. It's basically an autobiography.

Last cuss word uttered: Not sure, but probably "Scheiße" or "Fuck!" after hurting myself some way. Because that happens a lot.

Last beverage drank: Water.

Last food consumed: Salad.

Last phone call: At a hotel in Trier, because I wanted to book a room for next week. The conversation with Mr Very-Grumpy-Receptionist took about 30 seconds and consisted of him telling me to send him an E-mail instead. Thanks a lot, Monsieur.

Last TV show watched: AWZ.

Last shoes worn: Very lovely, colorful sneakers I bought in Denmark last year.

Last CD played: Madsen - Frieden im Krieg

Last item bought: Uhm... train tickets for my trip to Weimar and Trier next week, I think.

Last download: Photoscape. I rarely download stuff.

Last annoyance: Amazon.de taking so long to deliver a book that I didn't need it anymore, when it arrived.

Last disappointment: No idea, actually. Apparently I live a happy life. o.O

Last thing handwritten: That Thing I Didn't Want To Talk About. Okay, fine, I wrote Marc-fic last night. (Or started doing so.) I woke up at 4 am. and had it in mind and my brain wouldn't shut up, but I didn't want to get up and boot my computer, so I scribbled it down.

Last word(s) spoken: Would have to be a conversation about the dangers of battery acid with my father, lol. I found an ancient flashlight with broken batteries while cleaning up my cabinet this afternoon and was scared it would etch off my fingers. (That's how well I paid attention in chemistry class.)

Last sleep: Last night.

Last weird encounter: Probably with the asshole guy who owns the hotel our Abiball took place in. He told us in the middle of the celebration we had tricked him out of money and he wanted 1200 Euros right away or he'd throw us out. Consequently, he tricked us out of money. Although that was more annoying than weird, really.

Last time wanting to die: Uh, never, I think.

Last time in love: Currently

Current clothes: Pyjamas

Current mood: Fine, in general.

Current music: Madsen - Der Moment

Current taste: None, really.

Current hair: Rather short, dyed dark brown. And really messy at the moment.

Current thing I should be doing: Laundry, I suppose. And iconing. :P

Current worry: The uncertainty if any university is going to want me.

Current happiness: The trip I'm going on next Wednesday.

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lilithilien
2010-07-17 10:43 pm UTC (link)

I don't think that method of smoking is pathetic at all - mainly because that's exactly what I do!

HA! I hated Das weiße Band, and I wasn't sure if my expectations were
just too high because I'd heard so many people praise it. I thought it was dull as watching paint dry.

And you're going to get snapped up by a uni, I'm sure! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you just in case!

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placebo_effect
2010-07-18 07:01 pm UTC (link)

Glad to hear that, lol. I always feel kinda stupid about it, but then I go and do it again because it works so well.

Yeah, Das Weiße Band... what was that? I thought the story itself was okay-ish, but it was so terribly long-winded. I get that endless shots of people standing around doing just nothing and adding no music and so on was supposed to be arty and sophisticated and stuff, but OMG, it made me yawn.

Thank you! I'm pretty sure that I could go to Trier from looking at the requirements of the last couple of years but I would die for being accepted in Berlin.

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	ktbob 2010-07-18 07:47 am UTC (link)
	Love your smoking story. Reminded me of the episode of Friends where Rachel tried to become a smoker so she could network at her job during breaks. Yes, I know, I can relate anything to a TV show. /headdesk And enjoy your trip! Hope it's fantastic! (Reply to this) (Thread)

placebo_effect
2010-07-18 07:05 pm UTC (link)

HAHAHAHAH, I feel so stupid about that, but it just works really well, Kate. It's like people with dogs never having trouble to get to know other people with dogs. So I have to pretend to be a smoker to get to know the cool people. *facepalms*

Thanks! The whole purpose of the trip is really to find out if I'd rather want to move to Weimar or to Trier in case I get accepted for uni there. So I desperately hope that I'll like it, otherwise I might be in trouble. :D

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	giorgiakerr 2010-07-18 03:14 pm UTC (link)
	Haha, battery acid. Oh dear. And do we get Marc-fic, or has it been swallowed whole by your computer and repressed from your conscious memory? uveridentifying (Reply to this) (Thread)

placebo_effect
2010-07-18 07:08 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, see, what I meant when I said you shouldn't feel bad about failing your chem exam? My father just looked at me and went "You DID go to school for 13 years, though, didn't you?" *facepalms*

Not sure if you'll get Marc-fic. I wrote it at dead of night and stopped at some point because I was getting too tired. Haven't looked at it since to find out if it's actually good and finish-worthy or if I just thought it was good in my sleep-deprived state. :D

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