und du sagst, du wolltest immer raus hier...

*yawns*

Okay, I haven't even left my house for 95% of the weekend and I'm still so incredibly sleep-deprived it's not even funny anymore. That actually says everything.

No Horde Left Behind was the most amazing thing ever! (Okay, next to GOOL itself, probably.)
So I really need to say this: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR PUTTING THIS TOGETHER, SHELLY AND KATE, OMG! *capslocks madly*
Until I learned about NHLB, I was thinking this weekend would be, like, extremely unsparkly and I'd have to be really grumpy the whole time.
Instead there's this ****ing amazing thing. Marathoning with everyone even brightened the Dark Years. Everything was fun, really, Hordes even turn usually dull chatty smalltalk like "How did you get your nickname?", "Where are you from?", yadda yadda interesting. And I have about a dozen new friends on YT, LOL.
And when I went to bed yesterday - and I was really tired, mind - I couldn't even sleep but kept grinning like a lunatic.
So thank you, thank you, thank you, Hordes. You're the best fandom ever, I'm so glad to be a part of it!!! *noserubs all around*

Still, next time there'll be an event like that (and I was literally promised there would be!) I'm going to be there. Even if it probably means selling a kidney and my grandma. Everything comes with strings attached, after all.

*loves everyone madly*

Over here the new year is already 17 hours old, but I still feel the need to wish everyone a great, sparkly, awesome New Year!

I don't usually believe in celebrating birthdays, Christmas and so on just because they exist. But watching the fireworks at midnight with my loved ones, drinking bubbly, is always something that feels quite ceremonial. I don't know.

2009 has been only been moderate, some great things happened, as well as some not so great. 2010 scares me big time, a lot of things are going to change for me. But I'm also really looking forward to it.

Anyway I hope that 2010 is going to be awesome for all of you. Try to keep at least some of your resolutions. Or don't, if that's more fun. Stay healthy, find love. And here's to more great, sparkly storylines for our Gay Boys.

Hugs and kisses to everyone.


Also, I discovered that Essen is the European Capital of Culture in 2010. I'm sure no other city could be better for that job. Let's hope some of the glitter reaches fictional!Essen. :)